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Sandra asks…

what do you think of me?

I am 15 years of age
im half mexican half Caucasian
i live with my mom and sister.my mom and dad got divorced and my dad got deported back to mexico
im a Very shy, contained self centered person.
I kinda don’t want to be shy.half of me wants to have more friends but the other half just wants to hide and sees no point in getting more friends and is scared to open up to people.
I have bin bullied at school and i still get teased but not as much as elementary and middle school.
i am going in to my second year of high school and i am worried what this year is gonna be like.
i am worried i might get in to fights or get beat up or have no friends and be a loner.
lots of people have taken advantage of me including my own friends.
when i was in the 7th grade i got beat up at my own home by two of my friends.
I have made so many bad decisions in my life.ive done drugs.I almost got in to a fight at school.
my bad decisions haunt me every day.even the things i have not done. i feel like no matter what i do good or bad things their is someone laughing at me.
at night it takes me like an hour to fall asleep.when i am alone mostly at night when im trying to sleep i feel like there is so many people talking all at once and i all ways think about the worst things that can happen to me like me getting humiliated or people making fun of me.
must of the summer was bad for me because i felt Very self destructive and had urges to kill myself or others. about last sunday i woke up and had this burst of courage. I told myself if someone trys to tease me im gonna stand up for myself.I then started working out more and talked more to my mom and sister.
in the 8th grade i was very lonely and hoping to get a girlfriend. i did but it turned out to be a big disaster. the girl I got together with turned out be an attention seeker and tried to make up rumors about herself.she made up rumors about her being pregnant and people at school tease me and tell me things like you got crystal pregnant and that i am the dad even though i never had sex with her.
i do fantasize most about lust being a rockstar and killing people. i know it sounds horrible but Im just so tired of the crap i take from people.
if I had to guess what my future job would be when i am a grown up i would rather be in the army or a hitman/contract killer or a phycitrist or a Writer. i am interested with the mind and why we become who we are and why we do things.
sometimes i feel like i am insane and i am Very confused with every thing.things like i don’t know whats the purpose of life or my life and i just don’t know what i am gonna do with my life.
people think of me as a very shy happy person but i think im just shy and depressed.
I don’t like to hurt people and I do feel very guilty when i do bad things like hurt someones feelings or if i don’t do my homework.sometimes i feel like i could never hurt anybody but at the same time i feel like im gonna end up hurting or killing a lot of people before i die and showing them what the people have made me become.
I do love to watch funny shows like kenny vs spenny or Malcolm in the middle.when im on the internet i like to watch documentaries and interviews with serial killers.
I do feel like i wanna be there for people and i want them to feel like they are not alone, i want to be a good friend to them.but i feel like no one ever seems to care about me.
i am Very interested in rock and death metal music. my favorite bands are pink floyd, marilyn manson, slipknot, black flag ac/dc judas priest.if i ever become a rockstar i want to be just like marilyn manson.Im really not in to the hip hop rap music I like rock!
I am an atheist i used to believe in god and the power of christ and all that crap but now i feel that is all nonsense and you are your own god.
my favorite movies are the wall, donnie darko, fight club, tyson.
i am very interested in politics and world history.
im not interested in the jersey shore, bad girls club MTV shit.
I would like to think of people to think of me as mysterious devious smart person. but i doubt they do.
I can be very random and i try to be funny.
I do not like the way i look. i think i am fat but most people tell me im not. i hate my hair. i wish i was taller stronger and better at fighting. i feel so week and stupid sometimes. i am a very nervous person. i get super nervous around groups of people.sometimes i get so nervous my hands shake and i get so embarrassed.I do love my family and friends with all my heart and hope they are happy and hope they feel the same about me.I do feel like i am a very lonley person and that every one is better then me.when i see someone who is geting humiliated i feel the same even though i did nothing to them.I used to be such a happy kid but now I just dont know what happend to me.
I think i might have a stress disorder because ive had lots of bad things happen to me that i can never let go of.

GardenersCardiff answers:

Idk. I’m not reading all this.
I searched for “Marilyn Manson” and found your question.
I like Marilyn Manson.
If you like Marilyn Manson, you’re cool in my book.

James asks…

Christian colleges vs Public colleges/universities?

i got accepted into regent university, im going there for journalism( Don’t tell me how its dying because i dont care im a communicator its who I AM). I am a christian but im very liberal, my whole thing is whats happens b/w you and GOD is b/w you two. i dont believe in killing homosexuals at the stake, or telling poor women that they will go to HELL because of abortion. Everyone goes through stuff and i think its how you deal with it, but i am a firm believer in MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS, i dont know what happened in your life and i wont judge you.

I would love an environment that will allow me to get closer to Christ, but i dont have a conservative “IF you even dream of having sex before marriage your going to hell!” attitude. Honestly, i been though a lot and i chose this college mainly for the fact that its so far away from my so called “Home”, i need to get away from this place and its mainly because everyone in my home is so Single-minded. Look, you dont have to agree with everyone but i believe you should respect their views. and i grew-up in a sheltered conservative home, so i would love to venture out and i think that the school being in Virginia Beach is a Big plus.

i just want to make life-long friends, worship God, and hear other peoples views and accept them. I also want to party a little but not like “LCD” getting passed out, just a small party scene of me and a small group of friends on the beach at night dancing to Non-christian music..lol…like to hip-hop, Rb, and jazz…Hey do you think christian colleges have a Poetry club..? sryy…that last part was random but what do you think?

thank-you

GardenersCardiff answers:

I think accepting God and continuing your religious life will depend on you, not what school you go to. I know plenty of people who go to my catholic college who are not religious at alllll and do not have any religion in their life, and I know pious people at state schools. I wouldn’t base your college choice on it being christian or not, I’d base it on the school itself and which one you think you would rather go to.
Good luck!

Thomas asks…

How would you suggest I come up with a title?

Exerpt:Running across with pavement was easy. Jumping through the open window was hard if I didn’t have the rock sitting there. Not getting caught was easy. Following every dance move that Harry Ortega was doing is hard.
Harry is a world renowned dancer that graduated from my dream college, Julliard. He graduated almost two years ago with perfect grades and attendance. His moves were perfect and amazing. He could mix hip hop and ballet then throw in some jazz. If I weren’t jealous, I’d be stupid.
I looked through the one way mirror and copied his every movement. Pop, lock, drop, then rise up on your toe, and spin. My red hair swirled around me as I spun. If I were actually in the class he was instructing for the day, I’d have my hair up in a perfect bun like the rest of the girls. Too bad Cynthia wouldn’t pay for something so useless. Dancing is nothing but a waste of time, she had told me when I had asked.
“Okay, let’s put it all together and run in some of your own moves,” Harry said over the music.
I tapped my toe while they lined up. Harry and I stood face to face through the mirror.
The next track started. We danced perfectly in sync matching each other’s moves with precision. I pulled my leg up pass my head when he left the mirror for a quick turn. Then we were off again trying to outdo each other’s dance moves. Finally, the music clicked with me and I took the lead. Winning this constant dance battle that raged between us. Too bad he didn’t even know I existed…I think.
Harry clapped his ends bringing the class to an abrupt halt. I looked at the clock behind everyone. Oh no…
I pulled on my weathered jacket, grabbed my bag, and jumped out the window. My feet started their run against time. Each step took me farther and farther away from the recreation building. My lungs started to burn with the distance. I heaved in and out for air. Then my feet hit the green grass of my front lawn. I raced around back to my secluded room. Each step up was agonizing. I couldn’t keep doing this every day. When I was on the porch, I finally stopped my running.
If anyone ever caught me, I’d be screwed. People would find out who I really am—no, who I was as in past tense. I’m not that person anymore. It was wrong for me to even try to do anything like that.
I shook my head to rid myself of my thoughts and ducked inside. My comfortable room lay out before me. Well, it’s comfortable now. Before this place was a mess of beer bottles, glass, and dirty clothes. Jason, my eldest brother, hadn’t done very well in taking care of it. It took me two days of non-stop cleaning to actually fix up the room or should I say, little house on stilts.
Jason…how’d we grow apart? Was it the fact that any time anyone talked to him, they were asking for me? Was it the fact that I was gone for three years shooting a dance movie? Was it the fact that I was the most well-known girl on the planet? What happened to the big brother that used to tackle me in a bear hug every time I saw him? Was it the fact that I disowned him in public in front of millions of television stations?
“Someone looks like they’re thinking pretty dang hard,” a voice disrupted my insistent questioning.
I looked up to the television. Joey wanted to video chat…just great.
“I thought you were shooting that big movie starting today,” I mumbled. Joey shrugged and leaned back in a leather recliner. I kicked my shoes off and threw them in the closet by the television.
“They set the starting date later than they had planned on…” he whispered. I could sense the frustration in his voice. He run a hand through his styled brown hair and slammed it down on the recliner’s arm. “Why didn’t you take the deal?”
Not this question. Not again! How many people feel the need to ask this question?
Harry dancing replayed in my mind. It was perfection. That’s what I need, perfection. I want to be able to whip out a chorus of dance moves and leave everyone watching in a state of awe.
“It’s hard to explain Joey,” I sighed and ran across my room to flop down on my bed.
A short chuckle escaped his cute mouth. That was Joey….cute and quirky. I loved him to bits but he was so much like Jason that I couldn’t take it. He had this unnerving air around him just like Jason. He made me question why I’d even attempted to dance and I hated him yet loved him for it.
“Nothing is hard to explain unless you make it hard.”
I pulled my remote from under the hard pillow and turned off the television.
There is no need to explain my motives to anyone but myself. If others wanted to know, they should pay more attention.
My mind worked itself from dance to Harry then to tomorrow. The dreadful first day of school is tomorrow. When was the last time I’ve actually been in a school? When was the last time I was in a school full of regular people with dreams bigger than their wallets or better yet, their egos?
Tomorrow might be the second worst day of my life. Everyone will know where I went.
I’ve finished the book and still can’t think of a title. Please help me!!!!

GardenersCardiff answers:

You create a title not by reading excerpts, but by looking at the story’s plot as a whole.

You need to review your plot and consider what the story is about. You can name it that way. Consider synonyms for typical words, character’s names, events from the story, symbolism, other languages (Google Translator is not a very reliable source), etc.

Examples:
“Harry Potter”
– Named after a character

“The Hunger Games”
– Named after an event in the story

“Twilight”
– Symbolism

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