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What do you think of this Knicks D’Antoni theory?

Some people think D’Antoni is crazy for taking the Knicks job here is why I think he made the best decision of his life.
1.D’Antoni will have two years the 2008-2009 and the 2009-2010 seasons to implement his kind of roster and his system, before Lebron James becomes a free agent in the summer of 2010.
2. Lebron James loves New York, and Madison Square Garden, what better city to be the King than New York City?
3. Lebron would be unstoppable in D’Antoni’s offense he could average 30 points 10 assists easy. He is the best open court fastbreak player in the NBA.
4. D’Antoni helps coach the USA olympic team a perfect time to talk up Lebron and get him thinking about the future.
5. Knicks have a good chance of getting either Derrick Rose, or Michael Beasley. Imagine Rose at point playing alongside James…or the beast Michael Beasley
6…What do you guys think about this (I am from Iowa so no New York Bias just a Theory)

I want to kill myself… I can’t fix my problems…?

I’m a 15 year old male attending high school…

I’ve had it with life. Life was like walking down a garden of roses, then now, it’s like a tunnel to hell.

I’ve had many problems this year, and I have no idea how to solve these problems.

The first problem is at home. My parents are always fighting, yelling and screaming at each other whenever they see each other. When I get home, I sneak into the basement and do nothing. I can’t even concentrate on my studies because I’m worried about other stuff. My only sister won’t talk to me. Since I was about 12, my older sister (17 now) won’t talk to me for some reason. She’s always ignoring me or making fun of me.

Because I have so many worries on my mind, I can’t concentrate on my studies either. I’m grade 10, but I’m talking grade 11 courses… and I think I’m getting decent marks at them (midterm average 91%) … but my parent’s are never happy… they think I should be getting 95%… I can’t get such high marks because I can’t concentrate!

My third problem is that it feels as if I’m losing all my friends. My group consists of like 3 guys and 10 girls, including me (guy). One guy got bipoler and my friends got annoyed and left him out of the group, which I felt very bad for… And the other guy friend and 3 girls split apart from our group and made their small group themselves, which now we barely talk… The remaining 7 girls are becoming closer friends with these other 4 guys of another group, that don’t really like me. I have nowhere to go. Whenever I go on MSN, out of 300 people I have, none of them ever start a conversation. Nor, noone texts my phone or take interest in me. I have a very closed personality, and I can’t make friends very easily.

I really have no idea what I can do to solve these problems. It’ll be much easier to just kill myself and get it over with… What can I do?

Speaking relative context, one small human being such as myself’s death will have no impact on the world, or my breaking orbit of relationships…
I’m an immigrant to Canada, so all of my relatives are in foreign country…

It’s been 6 years since I’ve moved here, but I’m still not used to the culture of America.

One of my poems, feel free to rate/criticism appreciated.?

Am I supposed to be a white rose?
Will I be your innocent love?
My head spins when I’m told what to do,
I would do it all for you,
I’d rebuild the Colossus of Rhodes for you,
But that won’t change who I am,
I am the words in between every beat,
That has ever made you move your feet,
I am the best remix you ever heard,
Even better than that most lovely word,
Let me be unconventional,
Let me be that annoying public spectacle!
Let me shout that society is a rapist,
Why do we all have to be so pretty?
Let me be the Atlas for your sins,
I’ve got the shoulders to take it,
I’ll bear the sins of all who pass me,
No matter how I fall,
I still always know,
You’re too perfect for me,
Too beautiful for me,
Let me rot in the earth,
I don’t deserve a warm hearth,
I will fade from your memory again,
It’ll be easier when we’re “just friends”,
Let me be the vile snake in the garden,
I long only to corrupt the perfection in you Eve,
Adam is weak and I am here now,
Never say I didn’t warn you,
Is it your eyes that say yes when you say nothing?
Let us favor hedonism over salvation,
The boat only has twelve but we’ve got a party to go to,
My head is spinning,
Let’s see if we can spend eternity together,
What god will shine their favor on our lives?
I am forever Atlas, separating Gaia and Uranos,
My head is spinning though I am parched,
Let me taste not the mead of the gods but the beer of mortals,
Break me, hate me, and feign ignorance of my existence,
I will still be here, my heading spinning.
It’s called “My head is spinning”